At the end of my days

I looked back and I saw
that I never figured it out
I never found my dream
because I searched for it
Everywhere
but not in my heart
where it is kept
as a secret
from the one I am

I lived in the future
and next moment it was gone
the present disappeared
in the planning
and searching

I don't want to see that
Too many years have been wasted

I want to walk Your path
And live every day
with the one that gives it to me
who guides me
and tells me not to worry
The future will soon be the past
and He is already there
planning it for me